Hello, Hye, It been a while i didnt update my blog~ coz i have been buzy~ ehe, well today i had some times to update my blog,

this sunday is chinese new year~ time surely fly very fast~well still my feeling for her is still the same~ cant stop thinking about her~ only her althought now i try to move on contact with new girl~ but no matter what~ my mind is still with her~ if only she know~ how much i miss her... =( althought ppl see me im happy and laughing~ but deep inside me~ is still thinking about her and miss her so much~i try to move on from thinking about her~but still i cant...just i felt like im lying to my two closest cuzen~ coz now they think i'mhappy with this other girl~and seem like i had move on~ but still i cant~

carole~ i really like you~ i like the way u make me feel~ and now im still drowning in your love..coz i really like they way u make me feel~ =) sometimes i feel like im all alone, wondering of what have i done wrong~ maybe i just missing you all the long~ when u will coming home back to me~ there are time i feel like giving up~ haunted by memories that i cant give up~ wish that i never let you go away~ i have many reasons for you to stay~can u feel me~ see me falling away~ did you hear me~ im calling out your name~ beacause im barely hanging on~ Baby you really need to come hone back to me~Sleepless nights 'cuz you're not here by my side,Cold as ice I feel deep down inside~carole~ please come back~ hope you can hear my heart calling you~ =(

i'll stop here for a while~ where ever you are and what ever it take i'll be right here waiting for you~miss you so much~

When I'm not there... do you think of me? When you're sad and something's bothering you... do you wish I were there to help comfort you? When you've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment? When you lay down at night... do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me? And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together? because that's how I think of you...

I'll be the guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the water washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay.

Today early morning we meet at david house around 6 in the morning, so i had to wake up around 5 in the morning.....n den we go to bukit shahbandar for hiking. at first i thought that i still hiking like i use to...but then....hahaha i was so damn tired...ahahaha lucky tom want to wait for me...and the other give support and say"come on alex u can do it" even chong can do it....i cant i ryte~

When i reach to the 3rd or 4th hill i feel wana give up go backdown...but suely alone and bored...coz everyone still going...so i just keep on going....and didnt give up...and the hill was so crazy till i had to climb~ ahahaha*buruk me eh* hahaha~when we reach the last hill i was so damnnn tired and i climb the stair like kungfu panda liao~ and tom was there to witneess it~ hahaha

the after that we go down the hill~ and i was happy~ cause i didnt expect that i finish all 7th hill at bukit shahbandar...it was a miracle...but the best thing...my friend give support~....when we reach the gerai i order the whole coconut~ i got the cold one~ althought it cause $2.00 but it worth it~ ahahahha

Scars are like memories, and tattoos. When you fall, when your heart breaks, and when your best friend turns her back on you, it leaves a scar that can hurt every-time you think about it. It’s a memory that is stuck in your head. It’s in the past, but it comes back and bites. It’s a tattoo because it’s a memory that hurts, but doesn’t disappear. It never does. When you see it so vividly, you sometimes regret what led to the scar that is a memory that leaves an imprint in your life’s history

when you are close to someone you think it will never end, you think it will live on forever.
until one day you figure out you have to leave them, that you wont be seeing each other anymore. you lose a great friendship that you cant explain. you cry over it everyday, but it doesnt take the pain away. no matter what you do, all that you want is to be with the person you miss. i miss you carole!